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[atalantapendrag]

Not much to say but I am trying to post more.

In one-on-one therapy on Monday my therp and I agreed that I would try to eat lunch at the same time every day, to start getting a little more routine going. I spaced it Tuesday, remembered Wednesday, and I have about an hour to go today.

Did a good thing this morning, went to the 7-11. Got some stuff to drink (they still have a sale on 2 2liters of Coke, and I got a 6-pack of that Jack Daniels brand cooler) and some cake balls. I'd meant to get some Kool Whip but I forgot.

Got kind of serious with my caseworker yesterday. Pointed out to him that my being so cooperative and understanding even though he's really flaky isn't because I don't need his help, it's because I am too anxious to make waves and scared to speak up for myself.

So that's life right now. The cats love playing with the laser pointer so I am trying to do that more.

Comments

[sathari]

That is a lot of good work this week! In particular, good on you for the talk with your caseworker--- that stuff is hard.

[atalantapendrag]

It's so hard for me to figure out what's getting through to him! And he's not what I really need, which I suspect would be a social worker.

[sathari]

Ooof, that's hard--- hard to know with anyone, but when you need specific things from someone and don't know if the point's getting across... yeah. And a good social worker would definitely be a help!

[atalantapendrag]

NGL, I was weak and shaking after he left.


I saw a gifset on Tumblr the other day comparing Tony Stark and the Doctor and it made me bummed that I'm not into Iron Man and you're not into Doctor Who. Because it was NEAT.

[sathari]

Those convos can definitely take it out of a person!

Aw! I miss having a fandom in common with you, too! *hug*

[atalantapendrag]

I miss being gloriously immersed in a fandom :( having dear friends with me hurts too much to think about!

[sathari]

*hughughug* Sorry I brought it up--- just wanted you to know I appreciate you!