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[atalantapendrag]

I hate how sad, scared, and angry I am all the time. I have so many traumas connected to being abruptly forced to move that I can barely get my brain to process what decade it is, let alone do anything useful. And I worry about Slarti. He's been doing so well here and he's had so much to adapt to. Then in such a short time he lost all his friends one by one except for me. TBH, I'm worried about Kuno a little too but she's no longer my concern.

I never got to know enough of Spokane to miss it and that makes me sad too. And I won't see the fall here, and I know it's beautiful.