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My lease is up at the end of February, and my apartment complex let me know that they won't renew it.
I have been really shaky physically and mentally lately, and I don't have the resources (financial or otherwise) to move.
I told my parents (separately, they've been divorced since I was tiny). Both of them said "you can do it", and "you've done it before".
Well, yes. I have moved before, without enough support, and it was exhausting and traumatizing. So at this point my PTSD is going haywire and I am pretty much shutting down mentally. My friends, long-distance though they are, are doing what they can, but right now what I desperately need is for someone else to take over and be in charge for a while... and there's no one.
I have been really shaky physically and mentally lately, and I don't have the resources (financial or otherwise) to move.
I told my parents (separately, they've been divorced since I was tiny). Both of them said "you can do it", and "you've done it before".
Well, yes. I have moved before, without enough support, and it was exhausting and traumatizing. So at this point my PTSD is going haywire and I am pretty much shutting down mentally. My friends, long-distance though they are, are doing what they can, but right now what I desperately need is for someone else to take over and be in charge for a while... and there's no one.