Well.

[atalantapendrag]

My lease is up at the end of February, and my apartment complex let me know that they won't renew it.

I have been really shaky physically and mentally lately, and I don't have the resources (financial or otherwise) to move.

I told my parents (separately, they've been divorced since I was tiny). Both of them said "you can do it", and "you've done it before".

Well, yes. I have moved before, without enough support, and it was exhausting and traumatizing. So at this point my PTSD is going haywire and I am pretty much shutting down mentally. My friends, long-distance though they are, are doing what they can, but right now what I desperately need is for someone else to take over and be in charge for a while... and there's no one.

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[azurelunatic]

Oh, goodness, that's terrifying.

[atalantapendrag]

It really is :( I talk to my therapist today, I am going to see if he thinks there would be any benefit (as in, to me emotionally, I doubt it would shame them into helping) in 1. pointing out to my mom that HER parents helped her out with a place to stay multiple times and 2. pointing out to my father that my mother was emotionally abusive and DIDN'T help me with a place to stay on the multiple times I really needed it, including when I was 19 and getting out of an abusive relationship.

I have an appointment with my Housing Authority caseworker on the 27th, a friend of a friend is giving me a ride, which will be a big help since the building is not on a bus line.