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[atalantapendrag]

I hate how used and discarded I feel. I tried reaching out to Nori so many times about how the isolation was wearing me down, how it wasn't good for EITHER of us for Tony to be the only person I had to talk to. I kept to myself so many times how I felt like I'd only been brought here to be a domestic servant and that I felt like their enthusiastic greetings followed by months of silence made me feel love-bombed and abandoned. Right now I can't find room to believe that using me for all the labor they could get out of me and then discarding me wasn't the plan all along.

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[sathari]

I am so sorry this happened to you. I'm glad you're getting out.

[atalantapendrag]

I feel so overwhelmed and bad. Sometimes I feel really angry but mostly just sad and hopeless. The whole thing feels like a set-up - I had to reshape my whole life anew trying to make a good home for someone who claims to take "psychic damage" from "small talk" like being asked when he wants dinner.

And it's not like someone like me has any recourse, so Nori can cast me aside to be homeless in a strange city that I haven't been able to get established in despite having done my part in everything we agreed on. I'm so angry.

[sathari]

Ugh, what a mess for you. I am so sorry this happened to you.