(no subject)

I hate how used and discarded I feel. I tried reaching out to Nori so many times about how the isolation was wearing me down, how it wasn't good for EITHER of us for Tony to be the only person I had to talk to. I kept to myself so many times how I felt like I'd only been brought here to be a domestic servant and that I felt like their enthusiastic greetings followed by months of silence made me feel love-bombed and abandoned. Right now I can't find room to believe that using me for all the labor they could get out of me and then discarding me wasn't the plan all along.