I've never had very good luck with New Year's Eve. Even when everything in my life was otherwise ok it tended to be rather a disappointment. On the plus side, I've never had an epic disaster on NYE either.
And I've read that David Tennant and Georgia Moffet are getting officially married today. Good for them.![[profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
goddessgoddess's eldest beat them to the altar by one day *g* Again, nothing but the best wishes.
But oh fricken hell, 2011 is so past fired. So many people on my flist have had shit years and I wasn't feeling well enough to be supportive, which sucks for them and me (and I haven't been able to be properly supportive of the good things either, which is not as dreadful but still makes me feel bad). Bad Things have happened in the world at large. I've had a major non-event-triggered fuckbrain (to stealbenchilada's term) lingering mood-swing depressive episode, some physical health issues, and Legit Personal Emergency that I'm not equipped to deal with and I can't even seem to get it together enough to respond properly to the supportive comments I've gotten. I'm overwhelmed, terrified, and heartbroken and mostly trying to just Do The Next Thing; not sure if or how I'll get through the next month or two.
But right now the weather is pleasant, and I have new episodes of WTFIWWY and QI, and I'm gonna go ahead and splurge on some Chinese delivery from the place with the awesome fried bananas. There's no Next Thing to Do for a couple of days and I am gonna try and dig up every kind of self-soothing.
Also, Mark Watches Buffy (and I'm following along watching the episodes with him) is the bright spot I have to look forward to five days a week. It's straight-up, FandomSecrets "waiting to see how Mark will flail over ALL THE THINGS is keeping me from killing myself" awesome and I recommend it highly.
And I've read that David Tennant and Georgia Moffet are getting officially married today. Good for them.
goddessgoddess's eldest beat them to the altar by one day *g* Again, nothing but the best wishes.But oh fricken hell, 2011 is so past fired. So many people on my flist have had shit years and I wasn't feeling well enough to be supportive, which sucks for them and me (and I haven't been able to be properly supportive of the good things either, which is not as dreadful but still makes me feel bad). Bad Things have happened in the world at large. I've had a major non-event-triggered fuckbrain (to steal
benchilada's term) lingering mood-swing depressive episode, some physical health issues, and Legit Personal Emergency that I'm not equipped to deal with and I can't even seem to get it together enough to respond properly to the supportive comments I've gotten. I'm overwhelmed, terrified, and heartbroken and mostly trying to just Do The Next Thing; not sure if or how I'll get through the next month or two.But right now the weather is pleasant, and I have new episodes of WTFIWWY and QI, and I'm gonna go ahead and splurge on some Chinese delivery from the place with the awesome fried bananas. There's no Next Thing to Do for a couple of days and I am gonna try and dig up every kind of self-soothing.
Also, Mark Watches Buffy (and I'm following along watching the episodes with him) is the bright spot I have to look forward to five days a week. It's straight-up, FandomSecrets "waiting to see how Mark will flail over ALL THE THINGS is keeping me from killing myself" awesome and I recommend it highly.
