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[atalantapendrag]

I am so tired of literally begging my caseworker and counselor for help in tears and being brushed off.

I am just... so tired

so tired of being alone

scared of how sick and weak I feel

tired of people expecting me to have resources I don't have access to

tired of people expecting me to be resilient when I am disintegrating and there is no one to help

tired of "you can do it!" when I am not managing and I have been struggling for years and it just gets worse

I need help and I have run out of energy trying to get it

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[atalantapendrag]

Right now their site is confusing me - so mandy pdfs!

[subluxate]

Do you want me to look more thoroughly for you? I'm going to do some writing, but after I get that done, I'll see what I can do.

[atalantapendrag]

Right now I am not even sure what to look for, I am not thinking very clearly.

[subluxate]

Okay. After I write, I'll read the site more thoroughly and find anything that might be relevant to you, then write you a little synopsis of each link. Would that help you out?

[atalantapendrag]

*hug* that would be wonderful!

[subluxate]

Will do, then! It'll be either late tonight or sometime tomorrow that I get it to you, depending. (There's a challenge going on in my comm that's kinda Gotta Write 'Em All.)