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[atalantapendrag]

As a Tumblr gif I saw said, I have lost the ability to can. Woke up in a clammy-with-fear panick attack, can't shake that sick-scared feeling. Have taken valium, trying to dope myself into sleep. Bad thoughts whirring in my head, failures and fears all closing in.

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[sathari]

You have had a lot of stress in the last few weeks, and you have made yourself cope with it! Some backlash is natural--- horrible to live through, but it doesn't make you weak. Let the bad thoughts come and then let them go. Sleep is a good call!