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[atalantapendrag]

i feel so bad right now

can't stop crying

really, really shouldn't be trying to read Alison Bechdel's Are You My Mother? right now

not sure if i should take my meds since i keep puking

and all sorts of miseries are being stirred up, stuff from months ago, stuff from decades ago

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[atalantapendrag]

The friend-fail was... especially vicious, and there is a lot of information I don't have. But I don't think another person has hurt me so badly since my husband left me.

Given my ongoing worse-than-usual agoraphobia, my kitchen still isn't anything resembling stocked. I have almost nothing in the house to eat :(

[sathari]

Oh, ugh. That is... awful. And that much hurt does indeed take time to get over, especially with all the other stuff you've had on your plate.

Eurgh, that's incredibly rough.

[atalantapendrag]

Well, the good news is, I've kept down a small bowl of mashed potatoes, and my weird cryptic post about doing something brave last night? Was about a disjointed and weird email I sent my dad, asking if we could try and get a bit closer (and also including my stepmother and half-brother). It got a very good reaction and I am hopeful.