Oh, hon. Hang in there. There's a more extensive list of helplines here that might be more, ah, helpful? http://www.suicidehotlines.com/texas.html (The one you called is on that list but there are others.)
I don't have the spoons to try any more numbers. I'm so tired of getting rerouted, hung up on, sent to voice mail, stuck in automated menu trees of doom... being phone-phobic to start with doesn't help.
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I'm trying. I am. But I'm running out of can.