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[atalantapendrag]

Had a crying fit with the therapist.

I think she might have been helpful if my caseworker had gotten me there when I first fuckingg talked to him, rather than being his unreliable "I have a big client load" self and dragging it out for literally nine months but those were months that sucked a lot of resiliency out of me.


I mostly kept saying I was tired of fighting.

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[subluxate]

*hugs*

[atalantapendrag]

I flat out told my therapist that I did not have the resiliency to advocate for myself anymore, I needed help, I couldn't navigate the system and it was like I was speaking gibberish.

[subluxate]

God, I'm so sorry. If I knew someone nearby who could advocate for you, I'd put you in touch in a heartbeat. Your caseworker fails so much that I can't even put it into words.

[atalantapendrag]

I'm just so worn out. I'm out of fight and I'm all alone.

[subluxate]

I miiiight know someone in Austin (can't remember where they're based). Do you mind if I ask them if they could maybe give you a hand?

[atalantapendrag]

*HUG*

It might be worth a shot

warn them I'm weird and phobic and shit tho LOL

Thank you

[subluxate]

Sent a PM, we'll see how it goes. I'll let you know. (Like I said, I don't remember if they're even in Austin or if it's Dallas or what.)

[atalantapendrag]

Thank you *hug*


even if they are in Austin and willing to help out a burned out basket case we'd prolly need to talk online for a bit first anyway just because I am paranoid, some bad experiences with OKCupid jerks lately

Augh, I forgot that I didn't get back to you!

[subluxate]

Unfortunately, my friend lives in Dallas. They said I can pass on their contact info if there's anything they can do from that distance, though. Is there?

Re: Augh, I forgot that I didn't get back to you!

[atalantapendrag]

I don't think there's anything they could do from Dallas that a good friend who helps me long-distance already can't, but thank you so much *hug*

Next obstacle: Doctor's Appointment! December 20 or bust :/

Re: Augh, I forgot that I didn't get back to you!

[subluxate]

I will be here, cheering you on. *hugs*